Hello, this is me.
I’ve been gripped with a gnawing fear of posting in this blog for a long time. Many a time, it’s the fear that these words do not have any sort of authority behind them. I’ve slinked away from the public sphere into a more private cocoon because most of the time I find that sharing…
A new year begins and another year starts. It’s amazing isn’t it? That we have this way of quantifying time down to a science, and yet it only works on this planet in the entire universe. The earth rotates entirely on it’s own axis 365 times before it makes one orbit around the sun. For…
In the final episode of Mobile Suit Gundam: Iron Blooded Orphans, the usually quiet Mika rallies the remnants of Tekkadan with a firmness and quiet confidence so rarely seen, but so keenly felt. Orga said once, that he wanted to laugh his head off with everyone when we got there. Orga isn’t with us anymore.…
I give thanks that I am loved. It might be presumptuous of me, but I think I’m fortunate. Lucky. Blessed. Whatever force you believe in, random sparks of life, or meeting of the fates, it’s really quite incomprehensible. How could this be? For if I loathe myself so much, that someone else could find love…
Words come here to die.
Doing more. Doing more? I don’t really know what prompted my retreat from the sphere of public publishing. Some of it seemed to stem from how ephemeral the exercise was. Write a few words, share it on Facebook, get a few likes, maybe some comments, maybe none at all. Then something else comes along. Something…
For the week, 29 February – 6 March I’ve been trying to get out of the project’s rut by enforcing some added discipline, but it may not be enough because I’m being confronted with the lack of inspiration. However, one thing that did surface from this last week has been location plays a part in…
For the week, 22 – 28 February This week, I went to the Esplanade to watch Nick play a set with Jaime Wong. It was a rather intimate set with very minimal instrumentation, and it was nice to see a decent turnout for the gig. Nick’s a close friend of mine, and I wish him…
I’m trying to get back into a routine to find some sort of bearing for my life again. Sitting at home and playing computer games for the majority of daylight isn’t a very healthy psychological disposition. Unfortunately I haven’t really found that spark yet. Don’t infer too much meaning from this post as I am…
For the week, 8 – 14 February 2016 One more week has passed. I haven’t been making any headway with the job hunt because it was the Chinese New Year on Monday and Tuesday. Most people have been away since last Friday and some are extending till the Wednesday. I’m just taking it as a…